Unrealistic Expectations

A friend told me today that i have unrealistic expectations of the things i can do... she's absolutely right! i can't keep up... i'm overwhelmed, over committed, over tired, overwhelmed (did i say that already?!). my first baby is going to be three next month and while i'm busy planning his birthday party, my littlest one is growing like a weed at seven months already, right under my nose!!! i still haven't taken Logan's 5, 6 or 7 month photos, lol, i think i kinda missed the window on the 5 and 6 month ops, wouldn't you say ;) i'm secretly crying inside... but realistically, i'm just too busy. i have a few snapshots here and there that will have to suffice but there goes my idea for his first year baby book :(

maybe i'll wrap up the next few photo-biz sessions i have coming up and take a break from photographing for pay. i need to remember why it is i picked up a camera in the first place... and spend a little more time with my family. i miss my mom. and my grandma. and my sister. and... the list goes on.

i need a duplicate copy of myself so i can be in two places at once. i'm tired. i'm tired of being tired.

i love my life but i need to slooooooowwwwwww down. pray for me, please.

and while i'd love to share a few recent photos, i can't.. because i haven't picked up the camera since Disneyland two weeks (maybe three??) ago!!!